Changes

Sometimes,
Its not everything about you.
Its not everything about you think is right.
Its not about "at least buat aku happy. Rasa bebas."
Its not about filting your desires and everything you want.

No matter how happy and right you think it is. Things are still not right when you realized it brings you further from Allah and by doing it, it breaks your beloved ones heart.


Sifat-sifat manusia yang tercela.

Dan apabila manusia ditimpa oleh suatu bahaya, mereka berdoa kepada Tuhannya dengan kembali (bertaubat) kepadaNya, kemudian apabila Dia memberikan sedikit rahmatNya kepada mereka, tiba2 sebahagian mereka mempersekutukan Allah. 

Surah Ar-rum ayat 33.

#deep.

Oh Allah, please don't let me go astray...

• Kalau nak berubah from what we were, it'll be hell to pay as a manner of speaking. Sebab segalanya dah terasa jadi darah daging, dan untuk mengubah hakikat tu bukan mudah.
• nak jadi BAIK bukan mudah. kena mujahadah, istiqamah.

An exemplary muslim woman

As is the case with all believers, a Muslim woman's sole sources of guidance are the Quran and the sunnah (example) of our Prophet (PBUH). She shapes her personality, character, lifestyle, ideals, desires, behaviour and morality according to these two sources.

THE HARDEST BATTLE IS WHEN YOU'RE AGAINST YOURSELF.

Alhamdulilah the story of my life walaupun nampak dan rasa perit, tapi sebenarnya aturan Allah tu indah. Aku cemburu. Dan bersyukur. Kerana mengenali seorang hamba Allah. Dulu aku cemburu dengannya disebabkan benda lain. cinta dunia yang tidak kekal seperti cinta Allah. Tetapi sekarang aku cemburu dengannya kerana dia berjaya mengubah dirinya secara perlahan tetapi berhasil. Tak pandang pun yang dia tu perfect. Setiap manusia ada kekurangannya. Tapi aku cemburu sebab Allah bagi dia kekuatan macam tu. Aku pun nak jadi macam tu. 

Secara dia tidak sedar, aku menegurnya. Dan dia tak tahu yang menegurnya itu adalah aku. Syukur alhamdulilah aku kenal dengan orang seperti dia. Tetapi kadangkala cemburu yang tidak patut itu hadir secara tidak sengaja kerana tulisan di blognya agak membuatkan aku begitu cemburu (perkara yang tak patut) tapi apakan daya, kalau dia adalah yang terbaik untuk dia, aku hanya mampu mendoakan yang terbaik buat mereka. :) mula2 cemburu macamtu tapi akhirnya redha dan pasrah. hehehe.

Tapi kalau nak cemburu kenapa dia boleh jadi macam tu, tak salah, untuk mencabar diri kita. hm. semoga ALLAH memberi aku dan rakan-rakanku kekuatan untuk menghadapi pelbagai dugaan yang lebih mencabar kelak. Makin kita nak berubah, lagi banyak halangan yang datang.

• The key of being istiqamah is simple. Your intention. Is it for Allah? Is it for His rewards? or is it to please humans around you. Set your mind so that everything that you do is for Allah and His rewards. It might be hard at first, but when Allah intends good for His servants, He will shower them with Islamic knowledge.

• Do not fall for shaytan's deception, he will ALWAYS try to make you skip you prayers as much as possible. Make istighfar. May Allah accept our ibaadah and make us steadfast on His Deen, Ameen.

• Islam didn’t make it Haram for you to fall in love. It didn’t forbid you from wanting someone. It only guides that love so it protects you, her, your families and especially saves you from humiliation on judgment day. If you love her so much, why are you ok with letting her engage in this questionable relationship knowing full well that she will have to answer Allah just like you will. You don’t love her enough to save her from that? - Ustadh Nouman Ali

May Allah grant us jannah. Aamiin ^_^